Day 26

Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, why?

Wow, well this is what I get for jumping into something without reading all the questions first.

There are people in my life I never wanted to talk to about this, but maybe it’s time I let go of it.

I have, in fact as a young child (too young to be thinking about it) I even gave it a shot. Clearly I failed because here I am bold as day and completely unafraid.

As for why, there were a lot of factors, I was so young I can’t remember my exact train of thought but I have a general idea of what was happening in my life.

I was facing bullying at school
Verbal abuse at school
A shrink who kept declaring diffrent disorders and changing my meds

I was in elementry school and terrified of every place I spent most of my time.

Then I started seeing my mom every other weekend and slowly, VERY slowly, I got better.

I told you Mom, you saved my life.

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I am a poetess, a mother-to-be, a pround woman, and stubborn beyound reason. View all posts by lowkiespeaks

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