Monthly Archives: April 2011


Last night I had one of my nightmares. This time it was zombies. I’ll be honest, zombies actually freak me out. Vampires and werewolves don’t. Ghosts and monsters don’t really. But zombies and roaches freak me out.

Anyway, I was on this island with a bunch of people I don’t know when zombies start walking out of the ocean and into this tower where we are. At first we’re all pretty panicked but when they get to us they just keep going. At some point it comes to my knowledge that there is some kind of slimy mass that reeks that they are attracted to. I remember one woman freaking out and screaming about whoever turned people to zombies. Then another woman couldn’t take the smell anymore and hung a car air freshener over it. This caused this putrid green smoke/liquid to fill the tower which collapsed killing us all and we all became zombies. I woke myself up shortly after that.
I know it doesn’t sound too bad but it freaked me out pretty good.


Lions and tigers and elephants oh my!


Today was rather good. Joslyn is gaining weight again and we decided to go to the zoo on a whim! It was a blast. We compared it to the zoo of our childhoods and so much has changed. Got some pictures of baby at the zoo, so cute!



Just Get Out


I’m not even going to try to be polite.

You’re the worst kind of dirt bag.
You don’t have friendships you have alliences.
You don’t have a relationship you have an unquestioned loyalty.

You don’t understand love or friendship.

Get out of our lives,


Seriously? If I hate a band, I’m not gonna know a song by them…

That Should Have Tipped Me Off

I once worked for a company where I was constantly being called to fill in. Where my boss was impossible to work with. I should have been tipped off when he was an hour late for the interview and when I called he didn’t answer.

You Don’t Know Me


You do not know me. You may meet me, may speak with me, but you do not know me. You may see me and frown.
Maybe because I’m a young mother.
Maybe because I have short hair.
Or short skirts.
But you do not know me.

I am not you and you are not me.
Just because at first sight I am rough around the edges doesn’t mean I’m not a diamond.

So maybe I wear more black then anything else or maybe I am a little too loud.

You don’t know me. So keep your judgemental looks to yourself.

Sometimes She Talks To Angels When She Has Her Little Fits

My absolute favorite band of all time it the Cruxshadows. Love them to reeses peices. When I first read the lyrics to Ava Marie I felt tears come to my eyes. It speaks to/about me on levels I didn’t think a song ever could.